What If...

I love late afternoons at The Pelican Island or Naval Island for the sunset and early mornings by the ocean for the sunrise. Today, I went for the latter. There is something profoundly amazing about sitting on the shore in the early morning, surrounded by the relentless rhythms of the ocean and the changing colours of the sky. Each time I'm there, I watch an extraordinary experience unfold - a testament to the wonder of the natural world and the incomprehensibility of God.

By this time, the surrounding world is still wrapped in the embrace of night. The gentle hush of the waves whispers against the shore, offering a soothing soundtrack to my contemplative solitude. Above, the sky begins its transformation to a canvass of delicate pastels.

During this moment of transition from darkness to light, I couldn't help but feel an overwhelming sense of gratitude and awe. Honestly, the sunrise is a miracle that reinforces the magnificence of creation and the omnipresence of God. This morning, it reminded me of the cycles of renewal and hope.

The tranquility of moments like this offers a perfect opportunity for reflection and prayer. The boundless ocean stretching before me reminded me of the infinite possibilities that faith in God extend. I used to wonder why God would choose me to do the things I do for His glory. I've always felt so small and insignificant, deserving to be discarded because that is how society makes us feel sometimes - not worthy of anything good because our skin is too dark or because we've been through a lot of trials.

This morning at the beach

This morning I was reminded of the moment when, as soon as I opened my eyes one morning, the Lord said 'If only you could let Me do what I want to do with you.' That moment changed my life forever. I realised I had been standing in the way and God couldn't use me the way He wanted to. It was all about me and how I was not worthy and I would even tell God that there were people who could do a better job than me :). Like, what was that about girl!? I was so clueless and since then, I've watched myself grow in ways I never thought I could because I then understood that it was never about me; it was always, and still is, about God and what He can do through us.

I am now completely surrendered to Him and sometimes people talk about how "serious" I am about God and they always feel like God just chose to give me favour but let me tell you, God will use any yielded vessel and honestly, I doubt that He has any favourites :). Do I always get it right? No. I still feel small but the difference now is that I understand how big my Father is. On most days I feel like a bruised reed but scripture says "A bruised reed He will not break, and a faintly burning wick He will not quench; He will faithfully bring forth justice." - Isaiah 42:3.

Here is my challenge to you today. What if you allowed God to use you the way He wants to use you? What if you fully surrendered to Him and let Him take the lead? What if your next assignment is delayed because you have been holding back from God? What if all you need right now is faith in your Creator who knows every little detail about you? What if you chose to live on His terms? I know sometimes, because of our sinful nature, we find it hard but He says His yoke is easy and you and I know He never lies, right?

Choose today to let God be God in your life and watch how He transforms you. It is a journey but you also have your part to play. I hope this encourages you to want more and to never be satisfied with mediocrity. Living a life for Christ is about abundance. Wherever we lack, we are free to ask. That's what He tells us to do.

My morning today at the beach was such a blessing. It was more than just experiencing a beautiful moment. The way I look at the creation changed a few years ago. Now when I see the sun, it reminds me about the providence of God. When I look at the ocean, it reminds me of how big our God is. The stars, the moon, the birds, the trees - they all make me aware of the presence of God; even the little rustling of leaves on a windy day shifts my focus to glorifying God even in the middle of a busy day. He is all around us and I am so grateful to be part of His bigger plan for the world.

Grace and Peace.